So there is something that I have kept just to myself for a few months now, mostly because I thought it was crazy. But now I’m wondering: is anything in life really crazy or so far-fetched? Some things are not.

Just before my birthday, I had a sort of a vision: that my last birthday really would be just that- my last. I’m not sure why and I don’t know if that will really happen.

Or how it would if it actually does.

What bothers me most is if this vision somehow becomes true, I will have accomplished nothing and left no impact on the world before I left it.